Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Who('s) me?

Ever since I can remember, I have had what I can only describe as "an extreme awareness of my individual spirit". Like the spirit that everyone has inside of them, not like team spirit. And I could talk in circles trying to get you to understand what I mean, but I won't. When I was little, I asked, "Why am I me?" I realized when I was older that I was wondering why God had put my spirit with my body and why I was so aware of it.

Does this sound weird or is there anyone out there who thinks they may know what I'm talking about and have a more understandable explanation?

It comes upon me very strongly in moments least expected. Like at 4 am when I'm up feeding the babies.

With this deep awareness of my spirit, and assuming everyone else has it too, it boggles my mind how anyone can deny the existence of a Creator. Because only a Creator could fashion spirits. Whoever heard of a spirit evolving?

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